Just came back from doulos, alone, haha~~ alone alone and alone, i have no whatever moood to go with who i am supposed to go. Things shouldnt go this way~ tired of swimming, i guess its time for me to shut down since i already 3 days din shut down properly.
Things at yellowarmy is getting me under a tremendous pressure, its never an obligatory before. What i feel now as if i am being forced into a system that i think its gonna fail. How can you force people to buy your product when internet can be downloaded for free? If you are able to shut off the internet, then this product is going to sell well. Imagine that i had lost all the passion for doing things like this, what for i need to continue? I have my own right, my own decision, and its totally for the benefit of other people. I hate this kind of system where it seems we are being forced to do .
Where is the boot camp?
Where is the passion?
Where is the yellowarmy that i used to know?
Lastly~
Where are you?~
I have no mood to go drinking (so sorry makubex, i will join you when i am feeling better)
I have no mood to go shopping (sorry yo you)
I have no mood for movies(sorry again)
I have no mood for all these things(I am so sorry)
I hope you understand, and i guess i had to stress this out again, i am who i am, and it seem selfish, but what i had to do if the passion that i am supposed to have is not there? What is the point i being so depressed everyday just for a thing that i know wont get a solution?? What is the very point that i want to stress out to myself? Well, i guess the answer is in my own hands, and its in my power to control it.
Just for now~~ Shutting down~~
Prince
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